I like to think I'm a good person but fact is this is who I am and this is what I am

I walk with death, I'm ready to kill I can't leave the house unarmed and that's okay 'cause I'm taking all that fuck-upedness and I'm using it for good, no really, yeah that's it take the negative and turn it to the greater good, No that's a tad silly but here in this place we live there are some really crazy fucks and sometimes you have to get in to their heads and crawl around for a bit, make them think you're just as fucked up, sometime you get stuck in that crazy space, try to write about it and leave a half-finished thought on your blog for three hours, draft isn't just a word about beer, dam it! A to the L to the A to the S to the  motherfuckin' K.

Play a song for the troops

The local classic rock station did that during the first Gulf War, Operation Desert Fox they called it. Being something of a music historian I wanted to do my bit. What was that song my buddy who was a DJ in Viet Nam turned me on to. Yeah, that's it my "classic rock" dedication. Strangely they didn't play it.

Video 'o the day

It's not like that, it's like this.

Video 'o the day

There will be no nostalgia and there was no nostalgia.

Bill, I miss you like all the others

We talk about "deliver or die". On one of Bill's deliveries they shot him right out of the sky, he spent eight months as a guest of the North Koreans. I hope some day to be that hard. Bill would from time to time corner some youngster and berate him for how worthless and weak he and his generation were. I don't know where I'm going with this but this song is for you my brother I miss you like all the others.

I'm so happy I could just shit.

My late father had a poster of a cartoon frog with that caption. For him it was an ideal, a moment. this is my moment I am the cartoon frog.

It's my birthday today happy, happy, birthday to me.

Hey, weren't we supposed to be having vacations on the moon by now? Where's my electric car that actually works?